Thursday, August 2, 2012
I don't know how my husband gets up to go to work after nights like last night. Sadly as far as a "Bad" night it was pretty good. Jason did finally go to sleep but he for about 2 hours. I'm not sure what is going on with him, and I don't know if he knows what is going on. I don't know if it's his inability to communicate, or if he doesn't feel good. I don't know if he is frustrated about his diaper, or if he is frustrated about the ipad not working. I don't know if he is just wanting to go swimming, or if he is overly tired. I keep hoping that he'll talk, or start communicating in anyway. Life doesn't seem to be easing up. I've applied for Social Security Income again. Maybe if we have a little extra money we'll be able to get him back into speech therapy. Not that I think that will help any. At least with the sweet hugs and kisses life is worth it. My sweet baby is very loving and when I look into those bright blue eyes I see and feel the love he has for me. How can I complain when that sweet boy is mine. Well.......I will complain.....but I will never stop loving this sweet boy. I will never stop taking care of his needs.
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