Crazy

I'm trying to figure out how to settle down my life. Is that ever going to be possible? Probably not until I'm old a gray. Brett and I joined a gym, Fire House Fitness. It's a boot camp type class, where you do rounds of different exercises, so you can "trick" your body into working out better. This is something that needs to be done. Who knows if Jason will ever be able to be independent??? If not, then I have to be physically fit enough to help him as long as I can. Right now, I wouldn't even remotely say I'm fit.......So again, we have added to our schedule. Right now Duncan doesn't have soccer, so that is at least a good thing. Tori has swimming lessons twice a week, we are trying to get her ready to join the swim team. Samantha has swimming once a week, and when she finally decides to buckle down and pay attention we will look into the swim team for her as well. Jason never stops!! So with the new job and the new gym, I swear I'm losing my mind! My schedule is completely thrown off, and I can't even seem to figure out when to cook dinner. Sigh..... Another unknown is the fact the the principal was in to see me working with T yesterday, and to see if I can sign enough to be his signing person. I'm friends with his Aunt, and I know his Mother. I love these kids, and I would LOVE to work with T. So if that comes through I'll go from working in the afternoon to working mornings. This will be good in the long run but I REALLY hate not having my life nailed down!!!! Oh Well......